Thursday, January 25, 2007

Killing myself softly


There's a day in everybody's life that represent the passage from who you want to be and who you are. In my life this day still have to come. Honestly I haven't decided what I want to be yet. I feel like I'm not even able to imagine a future for me in this world. I've lost my fantasy that in the past led me through happy moments,in my mind al least. Now who am I ? What am I doing to justify my being here and breathing ? Nothing. I feel like I'm imploding, collapsing in a universe of nothing. My room starts to seems like a prison and my bed and my eyes closed are the only way to escape from it.

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