I Wanna Split This Room In Half

I had a bad day.I went to work at 8 a.m and I finished at 4.15 p.m. Two hours of extra-work(my contract is for 6 hours total).And guess what? Tomorrow morning ,if we can call it like that,I've gotta get up at 4 a.m! 4 a.m shit!It's not even a different day! That's insane,it's driving me crazy. I want to spend my lifetime doing something else than stay at the airport.My books are full of dust because I'm too tired to study when I come back home. The most annoying thing is that after you work really hard ('cause the people at the check-in aren't enough) the boss comes to you saying :"You've made mistakes and I'm really pissed off". Everything I wanted to say was:"Well,asshole,first of all,you can't understand what does it means to check two flights at the same time,and if you know it and you keep being pissed off,the way I've just called you completely fits you.Second,I hate this job and if you keep on being annoying I'm gonna make you fire me 'cause I'll loose my shoe in your ass"...but I didn't,I'm too classy and by the way,I have just few days to work,then,fuck the check-in. They're really not a lot of days but everyday is getting harder....

Set Me Free!!

I had enough of my job.I was free for two days and tomorrow morning I have to be there at 8.I'm getting sick of planes and everything about them. I'm tired of people getting on my nerves just 'cause their fuckin' plane is late. I'd like to say "Your flight is delayed sir, and guess what?I don't give a fucking damn about it".You can't understand what this job is until you don't try it.In the beginning I was all like "Wow I'm gonna work at the airport,I'm gonna see people going around the world".Well,I've been such a dumbass.Who cares of people leaving if I'm not?Why those stupid parents let their children flight on their own so that I have do write down a lot of crap just to be sure not to go to jail?I really want to quit but I only miss 13 days of work to finish this agony.

Boring And Quite Creeping Night

Tonight I can't fall asleep:I got back from work at 10 p.m and tomorrow I've gotta get up at 6.30 a.m to get back to the airport.I'm home alone since the first day the month:my housemate comes and goes from his town to here and my girlfriend is still working.I've turned on the t.v but there was only an old "friend's" episode on,so I tried to look for something interesting on web...but...nothing.No one of my friends was even connected with Msn,so I've turned tv on once again and I've found a quite interesting and creepy program.It's called "Presences" and it's about ghosts in old castles.A medium led the program's crew around haunted castles describing what he saw and felt.I was alone in my room and I started looking around myself really worried about some "presence" in my room.I was really scared so when the program finished I switched tv off and started writing on the blog just to distract my mind from bat thoughts.Now that I've done I can go sleeping..gotta get up early tomorrow morning.

Seriously me

Hi folks!Has been a long time since I wrote my last post.I was in a difficult phase of my life,just trying to grow up a little bit.I've started working at the X 's airport in April,as a check-in operator.For all the people who doesn't know what is it all about,I'm the guy who gives you the boarding pass.It was funny in the beginning,but now it's tough and it takes too much time to my studies.In September 30th is gonna be over and I'm glad I'll be back on my law books.This summer has been boring cause and I didn't even notice it was summer,in fact during summer-break I use to go to my parent's vacations' house in XYX.I love that place.It's not something special instead but it remembers me of my early childhood and also I've got tons of friends in there.This year I couldn't go because of this new job and that's why I wanna quit as soon as possible.Ehmm...by the way I've got I girlfriend from almost 1 year!Surprised?I never wrote about her 'cause I wasn't sure to be so truthful to my blog's people,but finally I decided to do it.It's meaningless not to be completely sincere when you're talking about yourself.She (my g.f) is from XYX .I met her last summer while she was working.She's amazing and she makes me feel like I can count on her anytime.We are in love with each other and we are thinking about a trip together after my job's at the airport finish.Now she's working in XYX as a waitress and we are not seeing each other frequently but thank to the phone we can talk everyday.Gotta go now...

Changing My Life

I've decided to change my life once for all.I'm too fat, too shy,too lazy.I think I'll go to the gym or at least to run cause I need to lose some weight.I also need to be more self confident cause I've got nothing to be scared of in my everyday's life.I must react to all is happening to me and also 'cause I cannot go on living on a sofa.Tomorrow will be the judgement day for my life.I hope I'll be able to keep my promise alive.I'll tell you about the progress in further posts.Please cross your finger for me.......HELP

Marmaids

Drops of salty water are falling from my eyes
the paper is wet and I can't keep on writing
All around me is so dark that i can't see in any direction
Not a beat comes from my heart.
Am I dead?Am I alive?
I can feel the freshness of the air blowing inside of me
but from my chest not even a move.
Strange sensations are riding on my spine
I don't feel bad but I don't feel fine.
Did I deserve this?....