Marmaids

Drops of salty water are falling from my eyes
the paper is wet and I can't keep on writing
All around me is so dark that i can't see in any direction
Not a beat comes from my heart.
Am I dead?Am I alive?
I can feel the freshness of the air blowing inside of me
but from my chest not even a move.
Strange sensations are riding on my spine
I don't feel bad but I don't feel fine.
Did I deserve this?....